Ok...... I'm only expecting maybe 6 people to read this and actually respond..... I know this.. but I still had to get it off my chest.. write it down... anything... just something else to hopefully get my mind off of it. If you don't want to read something sad... don't continue.. I won't be offended.

For everyone still with me.... My grandpa just died. I only got to see him during summer but... I'm reminded of him everyday because my family and I are taking care of his dog... I guess in a way she's ours now....

My mom's more broken up about it then I am but it still hurts... and I'm not sure how my brother will take it.. he hasn't heard about it yet. Thing is.. I just had a feeling that today was going to be a bad day because I felt like I couldn't get to sleep today.. that I was just laying there the whole time when I heard my mom come downstairs this morning.

From what I heard though, I can only say one thing that makes me feel better about this.. I'm just glad that my grandpa died happily and seemed to be without much pain. Apparantly someone came into his room this morning in the senior home that he was in and he was smiling and said that he was doing fine. He layed down for a bit of a nap I guess and when the person came back in to give him his medication I believe... he was gone...

As you can guess.. I probably won't be writing as much... and I'm sorry about that.. I had something getting really good for you guys and I was going to try and finish it soon for all of you and put it up and it was going to be happy and smutty and all this nice stuff.... I just don't think I could pull writing something like that off at the moment with this and I'm soo sorry about that. For those of you I rp with.. I'll still rp with you of course.. because it'll take my mind off of it and that'll be something that I need now... if anyone is interested in rping with me at the moment... send me a note or something.. I'll be glad for the distraction.

Anyway.... I'm going to stop now... One, there's nothing else that really comes to mind and two... I don't want to feel like I'm pushing my problems on you guys who are reading... if you're still with me after all this... thanks for listening.. it did help to write it down...

Oh look.... the weather's mirroring my mood.... (It's raining here )


The Ten Free Sketches:

1. Mika and Shiro
2. their oc's Ace and Julius
3. Yaoi Banner
4. their Luna (Shiny Umbreon with a crescent moon on forehead instead of ring)
5. Naru cuddling Sasu(younger with cat ears and tail) while protecting them from rain with umbrella
6. their OC Mika
7. Random Picture of Link
8. Hakkai from Saiyuki
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My DA Family!! (not including irl siblings)

Sister(s) :
Brother(s) :
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Mother(s) :
Father(s) :
Lover/married partner(s) :
Daughter(s) :
Son(s) :
Cousin(s) :

Wanna be part of my family? Just ask and say what you'd like to be.. I'll accept or deny. ^^

1) Be one of the 14 first people commenting on this journal entry, and I will add you to the Promotional List
2) For each of the 14 first people answering this journal I will put his/her avatar and the three deviations I like most from his/her gallery on the list.
3)If you answer, you'll have to do the same on your journal, putting me on the first place, completeing this way the list with 15 people

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Writing/Picture Challenge.. want to enter it? Read the rules. ^^ :[link]

1. I Hate Everything About You by Three Days Grace, SasuNaru [link]
2. What Have You done? By Within Temptations, SasuNaru
3. All That I'm Living For by Evanescence, LinkxDark Link
4. Far Away By Nickleback, Light&L
5. The Town That You Live In, by Sherwood,SasuNaru
6. Surrender, By Billy Talent, SasuNaru
7. Over Night, By Aya, SasuNaru
8. Long Shot, By Katy Perry, SasuNaru
9. Halo, By Bloc Party, SasuNaru
10. Put It Behind You, By Keane, SasuNaru
11. Atlantic, By Thrice, NaruSasu
12. All The Same, By Sick Puppies, SasuNaru
13. Skeptics and True Believers, By The Academy is, SasuNaru
14. Empty Apartment, By Yellowcard, NaruSasu
15. Shadows and Regrets, By Yellowcard, NaruSasu
16. I Don't Know How To Say This, By The Early November, SasuNaru
17. Infected, By Bad Religion, SasuNaru
18. If I Apologized, By Mirrormask, SasuNaru
19. Does He Love you?, By Rilo Kiley, NaruSasu
20. Watch Me Bleed, By Scary Kids Scaring Kids, SasuNaru
21. All These Things I Hate, By Bullet For My Valentine, SasuNaru
22. You're The Only One, By A Thorn For Every Heart, SasuNaru
23. Thinking Of You, By Katy Perry, SasuNaru
24. My Heart, By Paramore, SasuNaru
25. About A Girl, by The Academy Is, SasuNaru
26. The Kill by 30 Seconds To Mars, SasuNaru
27. My Sweet Prince, by Placebo, SasuNaru
28. If You Were Gay, from Avenue Q, SasuNaru
29. As Long As You Love Me, by Backstreet Boys, SasuNaru
30. My Immortal, by Evanescence, SasuNaru
31. Lemon Meringue Tie, by Dance Gavin Dance, SasuNaru
32. A Day Late, by Anberlin, SasuNaru
33. Since U Been Gone, by Kelly Clarkson, SasuNaru
34. Roxanne, By Moulin Rouge, SasuNaru
35. Never Too Late, by Three Days Grace, SasuNaru
36. Too Late, by OneRepublic, NaruSasu
37. Bokura No Love Style by Hikaru and Kaoru Hitachiin, TamakiXHoney
38. When You're Gone By Avirl Lavigne, SasuNaru
39. He Loves You Not By Dream, SasuNaru

(whatever is written could also turn out opposite.. meaning if I put SasuNaru it could end up NaruSasu. No guarantees as to the absolute exact pairing )

Requests:

Slot 1

Slot 2:

Slot 3:

Slot 4:

Only going to have four slots open at the moment... anyone want one?

Birthday Requests:

None at the moment.

Art Trades:

Slot 1: ShikiXIchijou
Slot 2: Their eevee Asaki and Raichu Shono

Willing to do art trades but.. you have to come to me ^^

If I've forgotten you and you've requested something please let me know.. I don't mean to forget!! also.. tell me what it was you requested again please and thank you.



If you're interested this is my Movie Meme. See if you can get any!!! [link]

I NEED HELP! I WANT TO PUT A RIKU INTERVIEW ON YOUTUBE BUT I NEED SOME MORE QUESTIONS! PLEASE HELP! A LINK TO THE VIDEO WILL BE PLACED HERE FOR PEOPLE TO ENJOY WHEN IT'S DONE!! Details in this journal entry. [link]

Also, I'm sure you'll enjoy seeing me in my cosplay costume asking this as well.. my brother is helping me by being my Sora, and if you do watch it I'd like for you to know that this whole thing was completely improvised. We only knew that we wanted to have the basic idea of asking for help when we made it. [link]

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